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Surprise
05:05
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Writing, vocals, production by dkyk
See the warning signs: pay attention to their eyes, and hands, and feet, mouth, and plans when they stamp what was yours with “mine”,
they may force you to socialize when you wanna stay inside.
and blow up like a landmine when you protest or even try.
or they hold back love and attention, ignore your heartfelt cries, they monopolize and won’t give you your own time, or tries to take your cash, cards, and keys so you can’t go outside. they want to control and confine and there’s even more signs (that i can try to provide)
they cause a rift between you and your family , or blame their mistakes on others at all times, they change history and gaslight you, twist your words into a weapon against you again and again, don’t let you even contact or be with your friends. humiliate you in public or behind closed doors, treat you like a sex object for their own needs and ignore yours, do they seem energized by strife? ...say things to make you feel good but do things to bring suffering to your life?
Do They hit you? Push you? Force you to have sex?
They hold you down down but don’t hold you down?
Do they try to block you from leaving the house, apartment, room? Do they have violently unpredictable moods?
sé que tenía anteojos de color rosa...
así que cuando se ondearon las banderas rojas no pude ver.
sé que tenía anteojos de color rosa...así que cuando se ondearon las banderas rojas no pude ver.
Sé que tenía gafas de sol de color rosa así que cuando se ondearon las banderas rojas no pude ver.
¡Sepárate! recupera tu poder!
El futuro te llamó... ¿Vas a responder?
don’t announce that you’re leaving
don’t give them the chance to ask for one more dance,
get fake nice and then get even more damage done. get the f*ck up outta dodge,
bandage one then the other get free and take cover.
you can break the pattern that goes: abuse, guilt, excuses, normal behavior, fantasy, then the set-up for even more abuse, it’s in your power. many people stay in bad situations cuz they’re too embarrassed to tell their friends and family that things are really fucked up.
You don’t have to do this alone. It can be hard to believe family and friends love you when you’ve been repeatedly beaten down.
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ne2c
03:56
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get help, recognize the bullshit that they tried to pull now.
don’t excuse it
real love is not abusive
document it if you can
don’t accept a closed hand
or closed heart
cut yourself loose and make a new start
there’s a art to pulling schemes, it’s not your fault but you ain’t gotta reward them things.
not at all
No es tu culpa. No es tu culpa. No, disculpa, lo siento,
Talla un lugar lujoso en el cielo para la pulpa de tu corazón.
A veces un amor falso se siente verdadero, pero el abuso es un entuerto.
(It's not your fault. It's not your fault. No sorry,
sorry,
Carve a luxurious place in heaven for the pulp of your heart.
Sometimes a false love feels true, but abuse is a mess.)
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someday
03:52
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Solo un ratito
Nos falta un poquito Ya casi! ahora...estoy bonito
Chicha a la Pachamama/40 4 da homiez splashed on the street got me dewey-eyed and bittersweet thinking about connections uninterrupted by death, disease, erasure or chattel slavery.
2pac knew-- a rose grows in concrete (Amaru)
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bolsa para llevar (shtf)
03:09
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i got the bag and don’t fumble it, fleeing from slipping and stumbling. Grandma said ‘self-preservation’s the first law of nature.’ now i’m listening and loving it : running sh*t.
i was running late from trying to smooch a scream, kissing a kick, fawning over a fist, living in a memory I missed. missing a connection, i feel the pang when crossing any intersection. i was busy catchin’ a misdirected mention of some shit spat just to harm me or downplay my accomplishments, no acknowledgment of spoons that i been gathering all day? no way!
i am not a loon but i used to stay in harm’s way
i am not a goon but i used to stay in harm’s way way too long but that ends today!
in a way, it’s MMA, out the cage, fighting to love your life today. don’t accept that memory of pda, [close the pdf] don’t sign your life away. in a way, it’s MMA, out the cage, fighting to save your heart today
don’t accept that memory . you should be happy more than 10% of the time
bring it back x 2
you react x 2
what’s your status? what’s your standard? bring it back
to the simplest fact that you
and your life matters
no lo haré cerrar el pico
hasta que sea rico (en espíritu)
cuando te arrojen la mierda
no tienes que fingir que es bueno
como Beyoncé, nos vamos a la izquierda to the left to the left
pack your bag just in case SHTF
with clothes, some money, spare phone, car keys or means to get on public transportation
recuerda recuerda
cuerda pierda cerda verdad gerda esquerda salud acuerda acuerda acuerda acuerda acuerda
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el aire es mugre
03:10
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el aire es mugre
apure apure
pero no puede salir limpio
censure censure
i got a new thing
it ain't gold teeth
some of them owned us, all of them killed them just by steppin on the land goddamn ain't no new thing
no one is clean
but our dirt ain't the same
until they acknowledge the violence, we won't just sit, die, and behave
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6. |
bonds
03:19
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7. |
eres mi todo
03:18
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8. |
segaboi
02:13
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9. |
cuz I feat. Majr Tom
03:23
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10. |
thrive outro
03:55
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Devin KKenny Queens, New York
Devin KKenny seeks to explore issues of sociopolitical import and formal inquiry as they exist within the world of musical recording and performing.
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